The Pleasure Underground

Why is it so hard to have good sex?

I want exquisite sex, like mindblowingly great.

Give me a partner who can do that for me

Its not about the partner

Its about the connection

I request a pot of gold in return for my deeds

After I love myself without judgement,

I request for someone to love me without judgement

I want to experience the glory of a connection

so deep

so loving

so wholesome

that nothing i could say or do would shake their love

because they love me

like i love me

without shame, judgement, fear, or need

what kind of love is that

because thats the only kind I yearn for

I am worthy of someone who can love me as much as I can

I am worthy of someone who can show me how to love myself even more

How do I find someone who can love without judgement?

Aren’t we all capable of this?

Who is willing to put in the work to love themselves without judgement?

To finish the job?

To unwrite the expectations, the ideals…